The other day while reading Beth Moore, I found some interesting insight on the reason that most people go into an insecure episode. She calls this insecure initiator a trigger. For different people there are different triggers... matter of fact for every situation or insecurity there is a different trigger. Identifying personal insecurities makes you more aware of your triggers.
Ok enough with the explanation... now here's the experience...
Today I found myself waste deep in insecure operation because I overlooked the trigger. When I recognized that I had strayed from the mark I held my breath hoping to keep the tears from flowing because it broke my heart to see myself hoping to find security in a lie. And while at this moment I even still feel the sting of operating in lies.... there is yet hope for me!
Listen! This is the hope of the gospel! There is no possible way that, of myself, I can become secure. No matter how many books I read or how many things I do. It is the grace of God alone that catches me waste deep in reckless endangerment of the woman God has designed me to be. And for this reason, being caught at anything less than full throttle, as far as insecurity is concerned, is grace at its best.
God is making moves in my life that I couldn't have thought up! Even better, God is not a respecter of persons. I am not so special that this growth is just relative to me but it is available to everyone. Getchu some and then do somthin!!!!
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